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Tuesday, April 8, 2014
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Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Thinking out loud...
The real joke came when Sanjay Subramanyan sang on the theme of naalayira divya prabandham - started with a brisk pallandu pallandu. He followed it by kondal vannanai and I chuckled thinking how I knew it by heart, thanks to Chennai Express Titli song! :P Talking of maturing, I find that I am able to absorb much more through just reading lyrics and listening to the music after I've imbibed the meaning!
And then this - brace yourself - I am going in to spirituality. Priya sisters sang on atma gyanam-brahma gyanam. And I heard this atma shatakam by Adi Shankara and there! It just struck me, I was completely overwhelmed - the last time I remember something like this happened was when I listened to ananda natana prakasham by TMK. But this was just too remarkable - I sat down to read about it and I was taken into it even more. I read a little bit about Adi Shankara and now I think I wanna do two things - understand, memorize, learn to sing and think about atma shatakam; I want to read more on this - advaita and whatnot. I don't even know the alphabets of these, maybe it would enrich my life - reading/knowing these. Or maybe it would leave me confused. I will have to try it to find out. Also, I started learning sanskrit. Lets see where this takes me....
Friday, March 22, 2013
Fooooood!
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
The world we live in!
However for a change this time, I won't write a long huge post about why I didn't blog so long pretending as if I know why.
I go into this weird state of mind sometimes, living at CMU in this era technology and innovation changing my life everyday. I wonder how far we've come, how much we've grown and outgrown. To be able to show that my dosa was a perfect circle paper roast on skype to people thousands of miles away instantly in real time - I definitely didn't think of that when I first created an email ID and that wasn't too long ago: it was less than a decade ago!
And now at CMU we have the butler robot HERB separating the cookie and the cream from the Oreo cookie. Who would have thought?!
Google glass, robotic DNA extraction, Soundhound, Personal robotic butlers... Where are we headed?!
Anyway, what prompted this post was - I was listening to a rather long song on the YouTube app on my iPhone. And then, I started texting a friend, so I had to stop listening to the song. The bad thing about tech wars is: iOS6 as of now doesn't support background playing of Youtube. I downloaded a youtube client app called Jasmine that would do it very well until recently but some update screwed it up!
Well, the point is, I wouldn't have expected even my history to be updated immediately on my youtube account when I opened my laptop. But hey, boom - not only was the history up-to-date (or up-to-second, maybe?), it started playing exactly from the point I had stopped listening! Oh wow, what a world we live in! I feel like my grandmom who calls all this magic, but sometimes the line is very blurry, thinking of it....
Friday, November 9, 2012
The fall is here...
Honestly, I think I like the change of seasons more than the seasons themselves, just because I like to look forward to change. Also, I like the fact that it reiterates that time is indeed fleeting, that things aren't gonna be the same for long. I know, the fall brings out the whimsical part of me and I love it!
Happy fall colors! :) Goodbye, summer!
Saturday, July 28, 2012
Random lament!
Monday, June 4, 2012
Interesting people I meet...
Yes I am still alive - Alive with a mosaic of emotions engulfing me every single day. As I realized I need to write something simply because it has been long since I wrote a post and as I read old archives, it occurred to me that the blog was becoming more and more about me and me only. So I decided to write something that just took me by force during my India trip and that was not necessarily about me. That said, my India trip is something I can't miss writing about, so that should come very soon, God willing.
He: 8 :30 -kku school-ku poven, 3 manikku veetukku vandhuttu odane inga vandhuruven. Engamma sundal panni vechirukkum. Enga akka oruthi irukka, avalum naanum inga vippom.
Mom: Oru naalaikku evlo rooba kedaikkum?
Sunday, May 13, 2012
In the mood for old songs...
Friday, April 27, 2012
Thought for the day...
Sunday, April 8, 2012
A near-utopian Sunday
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Two years... Since that email from CMU changed my life...


So today is the second anniversary of my CMU admit - two years since receiving
that email that gave the biggest boost to my self-esteem.
That email whose attachment wouldn't open.
That email that caused my heart to skip a beat and go on beating madly for two days of that weekend until that attachment would open...
That email that would change the way I live, the way I perceive the world, my life and the people in these.
That email signed by Adam Linstedt with a subject "Congratulations from Carnegie Mellon"...
Today was the day when my belief in dreams was reiterated and when Geet's movie dialogue became my life's motto - "Jo dil actually chahta hai, actually actually ke liye, insaan ko voh hi milta hai". Roughly transted to Paulo Coelho "If you want something truly, from the bottom of your heart, the entire universe conspires to make it happen for you".
And now, I am sitting and working towards crossing another big milestone in CMU - qualifying exam for PhD. And as usual, in God I trust. Another phase of life where life shows up in its most frightening and stressful avatar and tells you how important little acts of kindness are, how important a couple of good words are and how important people's good wishes are.
So pray for me brother, pray for me sister! Thank you, good souls! God bless!
This day, shall definitely be special, very much indeed!
Monday, February 20, 2012
Jo bhi main..
Sunday, February 19, 2012
THE one and only - அஞ்சு சுத்து முறுக்கு



Guess what, I love surprises, duh. And luckily enough, touchwood, I've been getting a number of gifts recently in the past month or so. And more often than not, even the smallest of surprise gifts move me to tears. Especially if it's from home.
So what now? A few days back and again now, I got this anju suthu murukku (அஞ்சு சுத்து முறுக்கு) from Amma - parcel. The first time, I got it along with a 'disaster' (verbatim, from Amma) maida cake' as she attempted her creativity by putting some Boost in the maida cake!! (If you know a bit of TamBrahm cuisine, this maida cake is one of the most lowly regarded sweets - and if it is not supplemented by pineapple, vanilla or god-knows-what flavor, it's blasphemy)! And needless to say, it tasted divine to my taste-deprived Gustatory cortex.
And now, to the hero of the story - the murukku. It's one of the very few left Tamizhachiness in me I guess. Murukku is something that's inherent to Tamilnadu alone, I believe or so do I want to believe. And the classic anju suthu murukku is as important as the bride and the groom in any TamBrahm wedding. And my allllllll-time favorite. Even if my kalyana saapadu had only murukkus I would still live as happily as I am now!
In fact, when I went to India, I even learnt to suthufy murukku. My paatti says "murukku suthardhu ellarukkum varuma? Kuduthu vechirukanum. Kayila valam venum" And of course, like a good grandma she said I am better at murukku suthing than my mom. Ah, there you go, ma! Proof: Look at pictures - 90% of them there are murukkus that I suthufied!
Recently friend had gone to India to his sister's wedding and brought back a bunch of goodies from Grand Sweets, the kalyana seer murukku and a small (on strict instructions about the weight) packet of murukku from Amma. Of course the home made murukku packet comes with rendu suthu, with one special anju suthu like my paatti always does.
Now that you know how big a meaning this wriggly little thing holds in my life, you wouldn't be surprised... (Taking a bit of murukku and getting distracted) Aaah, the pleasure of eating a murukku suthu by suthu. Please, stop frowning, let me live. This is what I want from life, the joy it gives and the smile it brings :)
That said, it is probably history that the neuroscientist in me thinks the strongest connection from the senses is that of olfaction to the hippocampus, or all the memory machinery there is. And now I feel a close second would be from the gustatory system to memory. I bit an adhirasam, amidst all this elation, a tear popped from my eye - thinking of how elaborate with 16 different neivedhyams last krishna jayanthi I spent at home on my sudden trip was - in 2011 - how that would be the last time thatha would eat all the batshanams, as it turned out. Oh no, please, please, give me a time machine! Actually, give him a time machine from heaven - let whim revisit the street in Sukkur district, Pakistan where he was born.
So since I don't want to end this on a sad note - why all this murukku adhirasam nostalgia now? Today was a not-so-unproductive and in fact an unusually cheerful Saturday. And I gave in to my biggest addiction - my blissful afternoon sleep. And here I am with cardamom tea and a plate full of murukku adhirasam and laddu. And a lump in my throat. And a bittersweet feeling in my head, tending more towards sweet. And an yearning, thinking of when it would happen next. And a little anger on myself on why I didn't enjoy many moments of tea with murukku in India a little bit more.
So the next time you see or eat a murukku, remember there's much more to life than just the twists and turns, there's a pleasure hidden in each twist and turn! More murukku to you! (And to me too, please!)(Oh just to clarify - I don't mean the twists of life, _just_ murukku)
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Cloud nine moment...
Continuing on the previous post, here's something that defined a cloud nine moment, so take a deep breath, read on, curse my pride and self obsession as much as you want, but if you're my true friend, pray that life goes on like this - Chugging along with its share of disappointments peppered with little things that bring a smile - And please wish that in all our lives, once a while, just once in a blue moon, something like this moment happens.
First, let me introduce the man - Dr. JLW, my boss, whose class was the answer to what makes CMU awesome, whose questions and appreciation instilled the aspiration of being a researcher in me. All the while, what amazes me is how his deep research acumen flows alongside his incredible quick wit.
He comes to me one fine afternoon and says "I need your permission for something. Would you mind if I write to your parents? As a parent, I've often wondered how my children are doing in grad school and I thought I would write to your parents too"
I said I am absolutely fine as long as he writes good things. He told me he was going to write that I am running around here with a midget, not showing up regularly in lab. So typically him. That's all I know.
The next day morning I call home - my mom, she is in the temple, her voice brimming with ecstasy that she was trying to restrain so badly because she was at the temple amidst lot of people. Yes, they had received that email of appreciation that my boss had sent them - about how 'fabulously progressing' I am (Now, that's debatable, I am sure). WOW. I never thought my academic success/career advancement meant so much to Appa, Amma and all of my adorable extended family. You work for something, pray for it with all your heart, make enough sacrifices that it becomes the focus of your aspirations day and night and then it happens, miraculously, as they call it. That moment, that undefinable feeling is what I heard in my mom's voice. I realized how much it meant to them, how much they had wished and hoped for my education being the best. All of their pestering emphasis on education right from high school - moments that irritated me to no bounds at some point in life, attained a whole new meaning. I could only laugh thinking of those moments when I questioned myself why I didn't choose to work comfortably in a call center in India!
JLW guruji being the great person he is, was very generous with his words I am presuming - apparently he finished it saying "Thank you for her". Well, what else can make me work harder than ever, I shall show you that you were not wrong, I shall make sure I live up to it, live up to the great inspiration that you've been. Thank you indeed, I feel fortunate to be mentored this way.
Thank you Amma, Appa and Chuchan - for letting me be unapologetically myself, accepting me with all my flaws, not only helping me overcome them but also steering my efforts in a direction that I would succeed in. Words fail me. And the best part about it is that tiny little restrained anger that pops in your voice when I say I stayed up late in the night just to finish an assignment. I promise, I shall take better care of my health. That said, many thanks for letting my rant about my ulcer ruin your mood on many occasions. Thanks for praying for each and every one of my little tests and exams and presentations - right from my kindergarten to my PhD journal clubs. Thanks for teaching me to take failure in my stride. Thanks for teaching me that there's much more to life than what meets the eye. I hope I live up to your aspirations and I hope I am deserving enough for all your love, forever.
Love. Smile. Cheer.
Time to get back to work, after all, I shouldn't forget to practice what begets these moments - sincere effort in whatever one does .
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Idea for a series of posts!
But one thing I can't deny is that it has been filled with defining moments - moments of awe, moments of gratitude, moments of extreme pain, moments of dreams coming true, moments of adrenaline rush, moments of fulfillment - what not. As they say, life's not measured by the number of breaths you take but the moments that take your breath away. I've had quite a few of them I believe.
So inspired by this, (no I don't wanna attempt to copy it) http://1000awesomethings.com/ and this http://www.ted.com/talks/neil_pasricha_the_3_a_s_of_awesome.html I decided I would write super briefly (as if that would ever happen) about these moments, one by one. I have had the opportunity to experience things that many don't get to. I have yearned for things that not many want. I have tried to be someone that not many people would imagine themselves to be. But I think hailing from where I do, being the person I am, surrounded by the people I am with, traveling half the way across the globe when I was barely 21 gavage fed me with a million such moments worth remembering.
Yes, the flip side to it is that this blog would become a diary of sorts, but hey, isn't that the secret behind facebook's success? Everybody loves being in somebody else's shoes, peeping into somebody's windows. Here I throw the doors of my life open! Some posts might not be good for public reading, those shall sit in my drafts. Nevertheless, they need to be documented. Not just because I want to be a grandma with awesome stories for my grandchildren, but because they would bring a smile to my face and I personally value nostalgia a lot, probably more than I should.
Let's see how I fare.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
What the Rain outside the window reminds me of...
What a rain!!! Thunder and lightning... The fiery Indian summer rain, thanks for showing up in Pittsburgh!! :D <3 it...
As I watch the lightning and thunder from inside, these thoughts that have been inside me for quite long, ( the first seeds of it probably had been sown by mom ) flowed out through my pensieve. Like many other posts, this shall have no editing.
Growing up near Srivilliputhur, Aandal has had an influence on me, a huge one. I admire the woman she was - for all that she dreamt of, all that she did, all that she sang, all that she was. The best example being,
ஆழி மழைக் கண்ணா! ஒன்று நீ கை கரவேல்
ஆழி உள் புக்கு முகந்து கொடு ஆர்த்து ஏறி
ஊழி முதல்வன் உருவம் போல் மெய் கறுத்துப்
பாழியம் தோளுடைப் பற்பநாபன் கையில்
ஆழி போல் மின்னி * வலம்புரி போல் நின்று அதிர்ந்து
தாழாதே சார்ங்கம் உதைத்த சர மழை போல்
வாழ உலகினில் பெய்திடாய் நாங்களும்
மார்கழி நீராட மகிழ்ந்தேலோர் எம்பாவாய்....
All I see in this is her love for grandeur. Her love for magnificence, her desire for the powerful. It is not the soft drizzle that she wants. Its the dark clouds, frightningly shiny lightning, resounding thunder, rain drops falling like arrows from His bow... Not the fleeting white clouds, gentle breeze and a soft drizzle. That's as meticulously detailed it can get. What a personality! And it can't manifest any better in words!
To quote another example, its every woman's fantasy to be married the way she dreams in Vaaranam Aayiram, only to be limited by the practical constraints of the world we live in. Who wouldn't want the man of dreams to come surrounded by the gradeur and majesty of a thousand elephants? Again, this is an exemplification of the character of Aandal, she doesn't want a silent, sober marriage. She is not the drizzle person, remember? Everything is amplified, in its best avatar. Maybe the T-storm isn't the first thing you'd want during your day, but coming to think of it, yes, I would definitely want that opulence, that splendor and majesty in everything about life, the most of it in the man of my dreams. Aandal is very much right, only that I am limited by modern day practicality issues. Be it the man of dreams or just about anything in life, the best is just what the doctor ordered for us! Dream big, Aandal showed us the way, after all.
Well, what can I say, make way for the man, chocolate boys!
P.S : In retrospect, I think I would be terribly wrong if I mention this thirupaavai and not talk about the science here. Look at this woman in love, explaining the water cycle in beautiful detail at a time when most of mankind wouldn't have even dreamt of it, let alone use it as an analogy. Simply amazing how she could connect an intricate scientific concept to religion and to the man of her dreams, isn't it?
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Small or Big? Now or Later?
The moon that you so far didn't notice tonight is so beautifully shining amidst the brilliant stars. So what have you been doing today? Make a list. Just to add to our elevated sense of well-being, lets assume you indeed accomplished a million things - be it as small as catching that bus on time or making that perfect blend of coffee to something as big as getting that all-important deal sealed, or negotiating a multi-billion dollar merger. Include them all. You might be a slogging student or a busy businessman, a non-entity or a celebrity. You might have had the best day of your life or have had the roughest of a ride. That's immaterial. Just list down what all you did.
Now imagine your brain were a camera. Look at the bigger picture. ZOOM OUT. How many things you did in your day actually contribute (even if negligibly small) to something big that you always wanted to do in life - your so called long-term ambitions, even if that is simply "to be happy"? How many things did you NOT do today just so that you could do something productive? Oh wait, I heard something - there - the balloon just burst..Oh that was mine, let me be honest. You know what the balloon is.
If you haven't realized yet, the way we define productivity, success and everything else we search for on an everyday basis, isn't actually the way we want it. What is so important today apparently turns out to be one of those 'yea, it wasn't something that I could have just glossed over, but it is not the end of the world either' types.It looks like we aren't being productive enough in a single day to be on track to achieve those dreams we always cherished. If nothing in your list could make it to the prized productive list, so be it. The first fact in becoming more productive is to accept there is scope for improvement. And I reiterate, I do not mean productivity at work alone.
So what the heck are we doing? We spend 24 hours a day, extremely exhausting ones, and that doesn't contribute even a tiny little bit to where we want to be? REALLY???? It is now that the realization dawns, didn't someone tell us "The journey matters more than the destination"? Success doesn't happen in leaps and if it does, it doesn't last. It happens in tiny (for the engineers - it is the perfect example of an infinitesimal change!) little chunks that make up the perfect picture. Indeed, it happens to those people who are too busy looking for it, too busy to notice it.
So, in the process of chasing a few things, do we miss out on something vital, do we fail to enjoy the journey while constantly illusioning of accelerating towards the destination? How long are you going to skip breakfast, how long are you postpone making that phonecall just because you had something seemingly more important to do at that moment ? How much has that 'seemingly important' task scored on your productivity list at the end of the day? Does that mean you are getting your priorities wrong?
Well, the mistake that we often make is not in prioritizing the smaller tasks in our everyday life - we have evolved to be perfect in it - what to do at this moment is often obvious or dictated by your Google Calender. But where we go wrong is prioritizing the elements of the larger picture. Yes ofcourse, money is definitely important, career defines who you are, you have not come this far to quit. But where do we draw the line between doing something to achieve a dream in the future and living the moment? Do we draw the line at all? Is life just all about those dreams so much so that it can engulf your everyday being?
Yes, all of us nurture many dreams both on the professional front and on the personal front. And agreed, being a dreamer is the best you can get in life. But how far will you go to turn that to a reality? How many sacrifices is it worth of? How long are you going to keep making those sacrifices in search of that seemingly ever-elusive dream?
Obviously, the only way out is to enjoy the journey, pay attention to little things, derive pleasure from them, be whole-heartedly content with very small successes. ZOOM IN on life with your brain camera. Smile often - for yourself, just for yourself. From time to time, get crazy, become a child, play with water, eat a weird combination, laugh at yourself, sleep, stare through the window without thinking of anything - DO NOTHING (the most difficult to do, of all, trust me!) I would definitely argue 'doing nothing' is a time that improves productivity like no other. After all, on what can you draw the best-ever painting? An empty canvas.
And as you sit and stare through a window, looking at the soft moonlight, once a while, you realize a few things and some people choose to call it bliss. You - Realize how you always used to dream in the past about living that life you are currently living and complaining about. Realize how your life unfolds in such a way that what appeared to be the end of everything turned out infact to be the best thing that could have happened to you. Realize the person who appeared to be the most important one in the world is a non-entity in your heart now. Realize how that broken relationship has actually taught you a lesson and made you better. Realize how you wouldn't have had this wonderful partner in life if it wasn't for that horribly painful break-up. Realize how you wouldn't have gotten this far in the job if it wasn't for that previous bugging boss. Yeah baby, this crazy thing called life makes sense only in retrospect. So count your blessings now. You are CHOSEN to live this moment in this position, amidst these people at that place. No one else. Enjoy that previlege.
So get back to your list, put a big tick mark and a smiley next to the little things. If you haven't written down anything of that sort, go get a life! Remember to pat yourself and put two smileys against that perfectly blended coffee or staring out the window and watching the rain for 5 mintues - for these are the moments where ideas are born and relationships are saved. Did someone say long-term productivity? These small things influence the realization of your dreams in ways you can't imagine and articulate purely by logic. Look at the moon again now, isn't it smiling at you?
As the last word, I am not saying we ought to give up on the race called life. Be as competitive as you would ever be, be assertively aggressive. But on the highway, do NOT forget to notice those beautiful green fields, the colors of the sky or the river beneath that bridge while you drive. Those are the ones that make the race more worthwhile - because you drive with a smile after noticing them. The acceleration lost in those moments is totally worth it. Not to mention the disclaimer - just notice, if you keep looking at and concentrating on these little things throughout the drive, you are probably going to crash!
Here's wishing you happiness - small or big and the power to notice it. Godspeed.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Just thought I'd drop in to say Hi! :)
But I realized blogging has been such a big source of strength for me, a reminder, a friend, a diary, a nostalgia bringing charm and whatnot. Not to mention all my unpublished posts. I should definitely write more often.
So let me welcome the Spring with a blog post soon. Suggest me what to write on, maybe I am in the Writer's block phase!
Love.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Behene de...
I am a changed soul now, much hardened, much more realistic, much more on the face, no more the sweet person who can accomodate everyone and everything. Oops, Oh god, I am growing up! No, please, let me not. Peaks of fun followed by peaks of crazy work, followed by peaks of emotional thinking. What's happening? Maybe, I should sleep more?
Pass hai phir bhi paas nahin.. Humko yeh gham raaz nahin.. Don't know why, but I wanted to write these lines here.
Yeah, some people have indeed left a mark, an indelible one on my life in the past. Unforgettable people with an incredible charm. But suddenly you realize, as I had always feared, you are the same, they are the same, but the thing between you isn't the same anymore. I am afraid, we actually took all those words we said during the farewell way too seriously, especially that effing "Time to move on in life!". How I wish not!
Ok, not all that's happening in life is grim n sober - it's indeed beautiful. Maybe, this is how a change looks like in life. And as they say, a change is the only one that's permanent. Let me go with the flow, as I always have. Behene de!
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Ig Nobels
Reproduced from Deric Bownds' MindBlog, which inturn refers to a Science article:
ScienceNow does a summary of this year's ignoble prizes. This year's ceremony was an exception for including a cash prize: A $100 trillion note from Zimbabwe. (The note's actual value: nada.) One prize returns again to work that I have mentioned in a previous post, showing that slime molds can do as good or better a job than humans in designing transport networks. Here is a list of some of the others:
Engineering: Marine biologist Karina Acevedo-Whitehouse of the Zoological Society of London and colleagues for their method of collecting samples of whale snot using a remote-controlled helicopter.
Medicine: Psychologist Simon Rietveld of the University of Amsterdam in the Netherlands and colleagues for discovering that asthma symptoms can be successfully treated with roller-coaster rides.
Physics: Public health researcher Lianne Parkin of the University of Otago in New Zealand and colleagues for proving that wearing socks on the outside of shoes reduces slips on icy surfaces.
Peace: Psychologist Richard Stephens of Keele University in the United Kingdom and colleagues for demonstrating that swearing alleviates pain.
Public health: Microbiologist Manuel Barbeito of the Industrial Health and Safety Office at Fort Detrick, Maryland, and colleagues for determining that microbes flourish in the beards of scientists.
Economics: The executives of Goldman Sachs, AIG, Lehman Brothers, Bear Stearns, Merrill Lynch, and Magnetar "for creating and promoting new ways to invest money--ways that maximize financial gain and minimize financial risk for the world economy, or for a portion thereof."
Chemistry: Engineer Eric Adams of the Massachusetts Institute of Technology in Cambridge and colleagues for disproving the belief that oil and water don't mix.
Management: Social scientist Alessandro Pluchino of the University of Catania in Italy and colleagues for mathematically demonstrating that organizations can increase efficiency by giving people promotions at random.
Biology: Biologist Libiao Zhang of the University of Bristol in the United Kingdom and colleagues for their study of fellatio in fruit bats.
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