Random lament!

Am I the only one who plays music so loud - that it is louder than my thoughts?! Well, it works - even after a 14 hour intense work day, extreme hunger pangs, sleeplessness and weird homesickness/missing-people state of mind. All I have to make sure is that the playlist is long and uninterrupted - Cocktail songs playing now. Give it a shot! The only problem is when something like 'Yaariyan' comes on, resonates with whatever thoughts you were trying to avoid and brings them up in full force! Sigh!