Behene de...

Wants to speak out loud and clear on a million things. Don't know where to start. Nothing that bothers me, nothing that excites me like crazy, though I would have rated hundreds of events that are happening now that way, probably two months before.

I am a changed soul now, much hardened, much more realistic, much more on the face, no more the sweet person who can accomodate everyone and everything. Oops, Oh god, I am growing up! No, please, let me not. Peaks of fun followed by peaks of crazy work, followed by peaks of emotional thinking. What's happening? Maybe, I should sleep more?

Pass hai phir bhi paas nahin.. Humko yeh gham raaz nahin.. Don't know why, but I wanted to write these lines here.

Yeah, some people have indeed left a mark, an indelible one on my life in the past. Unforgettable people with an incredible charm. But suddenly you realize, as I had always feared, you are the same, they are the same, but the thing between you isn't the same anymore. I am afraid, we actually took all those words we said during the farewell way too seriously, especially that effing "Time to move on in life!". How I wish not!

Ok, not all that's happening in life is grim n sober - it's indeed beautiful. Maybe, this is how a change looks like in life. And as they say, a change is the only one that's permanent. Let me go with the flow, as I always have. Behene de!